remember

allxofourselves @ 2005-12-22T22:43:00

2005-12-23T03:44:43Z

DECLARE THIS AN EMERGENCY

COME ON AND SPREAD A SENSE OF URGENCY

and pull us through

today

2005-10-15T23:30:59Z

i think today is the last time i'll see her for a long time and im confused on how to feel. sometimes you just grow so attached to someone it's hard to ever let go for the slightest moment

theres just times in life when you feel completely invulnerable and like nothing can ever touch you. your feelings and emotions are all shielded by that single minute, and time stops in an amazing show of grace that'll never leave your eyes.

i think today i found where my sanctuary is and i miss her so much.

allxofourselves @ 2005-09-05T05:17:00

2005-09-05T12:18:14Z

Rofl!

not a care in the world.

but i sorta wanna fall in love.

that someone'll fall into my lap, sometime or another. when you look for things you never really find them.

this summer

2005-08-03T08:39:57Z

summer's almost over, not even a week left til all that shit starts again, and to be honest:

i haven't done anything i've regretted this summer. not one thing.

this has been the best summer of my LIFE and there's memories and feelings that i wont ever forget.

And for you who were there to flip me over so i wouldn't drown, who held me steady while i climbed up stairs, and most of all, kept me from hitting my knees against extremely sharp objects-

I salute you. You're the cream of the fucking crop, and i swear to you next summer wont be let up. just dont pussy out on me, friends.

So cutting out all this mushy bullshit, let's PASS AROUND ANOTHER ROUND FOR THE KIDS, WHO HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO FUCKING LOSE!

bring 2006 the fuck on.

Now please

2005-07-19T18:55:46Z

Now, please, LADIES AND GENTLEMEN

For the Best Enjoyed Summer Award I'd like to call up........... FRANKIE~!!! OMG I KNEW HED FUCKING WIN!

allxofourselves @ 2005-06-26T23:00:00

2005-06-27T06:01:37Z

I love summer

All about breaking and broken hearts

All about waking up every morning knowing you're going to do something tonight that might affect the rest of your life.

i'm what summer's about, the perfect example.

i don't know what the FUCK i did last night and i really dont think i'd care to find out rofl

allxofourselves @ 2005-05-25T15:05:00

2005-05-25T22:05:28Z

last day of school

can i get a amen?

allxofourselves @ 2005-05-19T19:15:00

2005-05-20T02:17:39Z

this shit is over

if any of you dumb motherfuckers who wanted to fight me a month ago still wanna fight me now then bring it the fuck on

surgery recovery is done, and i'm more then ready to set some people back in their place.

It's all good

2005-05-16T02:20:08Z

everything's cool now a days, lot of fun, new people, old people. etc.

but i wish that it was back in 8th grade when no body was into all this drama bullshit in highschool and drugs tearing apart friends. Will is in a fucking cabin for the whole goddamned summer.

people are always so smoked out and they always look helpless and pathetic.

why the fuck? just be fucking happy.

i sure as fuck am.

allxofourselves @ 2005-04-26T17:44:00

2005-04-27T00:46:00Z

best friends means

new hair.

new shoes.

and fuck you emo kids and your gay ass cameras

My shit is fresh.

Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve

allxofourselves @ 2005-04-13T17:06:00

2005-04-14T00:15:28Z

i think this summer things are going to flow a bit differently

allxofourselves @ 2005-04-10T15:57:00

2005-04-10T23:01:09Z

6:30 hours of high speed driving
2:00 hours of low speed traffic dodging

=

Home from Florida

I totally fucking owned Orlando.

Universal is my bitch.

allxofourselves @ 2005-04-04T19:38:00

2005-04-05T02:38:48Z

Midnight. flashback. today. always today. always her name, her hair, her skin, her breath,
her laugh, her feel. always there.

Dark. always dark, every thought, every movement a shadow of what should have been, every
thought a memory made of what never happened. it should have happened. every kiss,
every thought, every look. it should have happened.

self control. you never can. she's so close, so close you can always look in those eyes
and find everything that you want. reach out. touch. kiss. caress.
everything that should be. it all should be.

but it never is. never control. always dream, it's always a dream. always a step away, but
a leap in distance. always within your reach but miles away, so many miles.

and you know you'll never reach the end, but you'll hold on, you hold on to the bitter end
fighting and yelling and loving and missing and trusting and lying and still holding.
always holding. never till the end, and never from the beggining, never knowing when
it started and hoping it'll never end

hopelessness. wanting. waiting. hoping. faith. dark.

I know the truth about life. Maybe. :)

2005-03-23T01:55:48Z

sometimes things make you wander off course, in a way that you dont think that was meant to happen. and sometimes you need to think of who you are, and accept that, fully.

yeah, i have 3 freckles on my nose.

no, i'm not really aware of my facial expressions 100% of the time

and, yeah, my nose is pretty damn big.

yup, my room is ridiculously yellow.

but you know what? i've come to terms with all that. it's me. and i love it.

i may not always get to be a part of the things i want to be a part of

like being more a part of my bestfriends'lives

and i know i'll never add up to the people that they are, and how good they are to me

but i can try, and maybe i'll get there sometime soon. can't keep the world waiting ;-)

-Franklin

god fucking damnit

2005-03-21T20:34:05Z

you know what.

fucking AIM is fucking stupid.

fuck.

it kicked me off for like 2 fucking months and then all the sudden opens up and my buddy list is winking at my fucking face. wtf.

and now google works. halle-fucking-luah.

and so does wow. gawddaim.

neck spasms. 3x a day 30mg dose of flexoril. 2-3x a day 800mg IBU profein. advil has 200mg.

can you say.. masseuse?

toria toria toria

2005-02-27T23:13:59Z

i love toria so much, she is the sex.

<333333

White, Chapter 45

2005-02-18T20:24:20Z

"She's perfect!"
He turned toward the gathered crowd, most of whom had fallen to their knees.
"And each one of you, no less! Perfect!"

Bounded for his horse, he mounted and galloped toward Thomas.

He veered to the right. Then the sound of metal against metal ripped through the still air. He pulled his sword free, leaned off his mount, and thrust the blade's tip into the sand.

Hanging low, he rode away from Thomas, dragging his sword.
They all had heard stories.

Justin was drawing his circle.

"My beloved, you have chosen me. You have been courted by my adversary, and you have chosen me. You have answered my call to the Circle, and today I call you my bride."

"Suzan, Johan. Jamous, Mikil." Tears ran freely down his face. "My, what a good thing we have done here. Don't let them forget my love, or the price i paid for their love." Justin said.

allxofourselves @ 2005-02-10T15:55:00

2005-02-11T21:01:06Z

when the urgency strikes you
you'd better not lose your nerve
it's the rush that the cockroaches get
at the end of the world
it's alright.

in the meantime we're just thoughtless incessant buzzing apparatus. Disillusioned and lonelier than the last man standing.

it doesn't get any better than this.

Oh my!

2005-01-20T22:58:05Z

My, oh my , oh my!

i did it again damnit! i put a heated up glass cup into cold water!

it blew up! the bastard blew UP!

INSIDE THE FUCKING WATER!

TRYIT!TRYIT!TRY IT!!!!

I need to hang out with someone. and soon. look at the accidents happening at my house!!!

weekened = free.
any takers so far?

comment and be added!

2005-01-12T23:51:55Z

Comment and be added? :-)